Disguise

Look past this girl
Look past my mask
I'm not who you think I am
You pass me in the halls
You call me a freak
You think my life is perfect
And I'm just putting on an act
Yeah sure, I do put on an act
But not the kind you think
You think I want attention
But I want to be invisible
Just look past my sad eyes
You call me fake
But I'll show you the list of my life
Rape
Abuse
Self-harm
Abandonment
That's just the begging
So, yes i wear a disguise
But not to get sympathy
I wear it so you won't know the truth
How messed up i really am
How much I've been through
You think I'm another loser
Who just has emotional problems
But I am so much more