Thursday, February 24, 2011

I Need You

Upon a dark and stormy night, you left me alone.
You left and walked away, I wept for what seemed like days.
I thought that we could be together, but its true that your a soldier and you had to go and fight.
I'm sorry I cried, but it hurt to see you leave.
I knew that I may never see your beautiful eyes, or glare upon your handsome face again.
I wish this war were over and you could return to me, I love you, truly and always.
If you were here we could be together, I can't stand your absence.
In the mornings when I wake you aren't around to whisper sweet nothings to me.
I need you and cannot be without you.
Please return to me unharmed, I need your arms to protect me, and your love to surround me.
I promised myself I'd never give anyone everything, but you, you're different, and my everything is yours, but I need you here to receive my love.

Take Another

It's almost gone.
I wish I had more.
Of happy, that is, which is going fast.
Maybe I could have another shot.
To tell the truth, I don't got a lot.
Maybe a friend would do,
But they wouldn't know what to do.
No one likes a gal without a smile.
All we ever want is another chance,
To make things right.
Whatever it takes to get through the night.
A wince, or a crooked smile,
Is better than frowning for a while.
Which is what I do.
All the time,
They say it's a crime.
But what else can I see?
Where else can I go?
People don't like a girl without confidence.
And there is nothing to say in my defense.
No one looks at me,
And if they do, they look away.
But so you know, there's more to life,
Then just a lot of boring days.
To you, I say,
Take another.
Of everything you can, air, laughs, days,
Whatever isn't willing to pay.
Please, when you're old and dying
Alone and crying
Never laughing
Continually gasping
And grasping at that last bit of life,
You'll know what I mean.

.: The Only Way To Prevent A Broken Heart Is To Not Have One At All :.


Hate
Sabatoge
The stabbing pain
As you plant the knife in back
Friends?
We were ever?
Lovers?
We were never!
Because it didn’t take you even a moment
To think twice
And betray me
Deceit
A sickening six letter word
It snaps
Bites
And kills those who believe
I gave you my trust
That was my mistake
Because trusting you took a while
But taking that trust
And smashing it
Until nothing was left
Didn’t take long at all
Mere seconds
For you it’s an
Obsession
Hesitating?
Impossible
You are so used to
Hurting the ones you love
How do i know?
Your knife is stained with
The blood
Of past betrayals
And that sickening smile
Never leaves your face
The sly sneer
And that captivating stun
You get in your eye
When the deed is done
And the
Betrayed
Is broken down on the floor
Begging for mercy
Its hurts
Having this poor ol heart
Shattered
The devastation
Never leaves
It lingers
Killing
But i have a little secret
Your attempts are useless
Because betrayal only hurts those
Who have a heart
And my dear
I have learned
The only way to prevent a broken heart
Is not to have one
At all

Beautiful Brown Eyes ♥

The world came crashing down,
My smile slipped to a frown,
Yet you listened to all the lies,
Staring with your beautiful brown eyes.
Mistake, Freak, So many flaws,
Said things that would make them drop their jaws,
Yet your reaction left me standing surprised,
When you turned and left with your beautiful brown eyes.
Your words cut into my heart,
Didn't think we would ever be apart,
In the night you don't hear the sweet cries,
Begging and pleading for your beautiful brown eyes.
I will love you forever and a day,
And for everything I cost you I will surely pay,
Yet I'm willing to say the last of my lies,
I'm over it all and your beautiful brown eyes.

When You’re At Your Lowest, Remember Me...

You make me absolutely speechless.
My life would be utterly meaningless
Without you standing by my side
On this oh so wild ride.
It seems like we’re a perfect fit,
Even if you’re my complete opposite.
With all honesty,
You mean the world to me.
Each and every day that passes,
My heart dashes
Faster than humanly possible.
Who knew that we’d be a couple?
With a guy so true,
How could a girl be blue?
Your compliments make me blush,
Making my heart rush.
You always think you’re not enough,
But you shouldn’t be so tough
On yourself, my love.
I swear you were sent from above.
I don’t know how I got so lucky.
You’re filled with such a beauty;
You’ve got a heart of gold,
And oh the talents you behold.
If love is a crime, then we’re culprits.
With you there are no secrets;
I’ve never felt more content.
Every waking moment that we’ve spent
Together has been beyond words.
The world is full of heartless bastards,
Picking at our perfect world.
But we won’t let if come uncurled.
We’re both strong individuals, but together
We are even stronger.
Love is the strongest weapon,
Separating us from the fallen.
So my dear, never think you’re alone,
Because you are not on your own.
Always remember me,
And you’ll see,
Happiness is more than a dream.

Crashing Waves

I want to drive away to the sunrise and the crashing waves,
Taken by the meadow of grass and singing country songs,
I want to sink my feet in the sand and let the stress fade,
Quietness in the world, because I am the only one walking along,
All alone with my own thoughts, against the never ending sea,
Seeking at the fog that surrounds the mountains, like a beautiful picture
A slow, peaceful melody dances in my head, and I close my eyes in glee,
As the feelings inside me glisten to happy, and become one big mixture.

I want to drive away there, and never return.
To stand at the shoreline, arms crossed at my chest,
So, I got in my car, and drove because my heart turned.
The roads that lead me there, I always knew best.
I took shortcuts, and stopped the car in a sandy parking spot.
I started walking towards the steps to sea level, and saw a bit of blue.
People were still here, laughing, talking about the fish they caught.
This wasn't exactly right, but moments like this can help it come true.

It made me take one step back to look at my life, and I smiled at the sun rising in the sky.
I breathed in a few breaths of air, closed my eyes, and for the first time...
I felt like I could fly.


The Mountain Painter

In valleys green, amongst the crystal lakes,
I calmly lay under the amber sun,
It's rays embracing me like mother's warmth
As I now close my eyes in pleasant thought.
Envisioning this Eden that surrounds
And what these calloused hands shall bring to life,
My heart is stricken with such thoughts of glee
And inspiration shines in sudden burst.
I now breathe in the moistened, mountained air,
Giving my lungs relief from summer's heat.
I taste the freshened dew of early morn'
So cool to tongue and sweet upon my lips.
Today, I lose myself in my sweet craft
And start to work with canvas and paintbrush.
Oh how the purple mountains do reach the sky
And reflect on the crystal lakes, like glass!
Where does the sky begin and earth falter?
Oh how the sea of green does overwhelm
With towering trees and endless grassy fields.
How lovely are the golden daffodils
Waving amongst the wind like ocean waves.
And as the amber sun now fades away,
It's dimming hues bring forth the coming night.
My canvas, I must put away till dawn,
And start again upon first morning light.

UK & USA Little Brother Hetalia


If I held your hand,

Would you run away?

Would you run away, from me?

If I pulled you close,

Would you turn away?

Or would you pull me closer?

That day in the rain,

Was a turning point for me.

My gun pointed at your chest,

Tears streaming down my face.

You look at me,

With those deep, deep blue eyes.

And I realize,

It can't end like this.

Pull me close.

Before I cry.

Let me tell you something.

All those years,

When you were growing up,

My love for you was too.

Oh, little brother.

I love you.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Sweet Darkness...

When your eyes are tired
The world is tired also.
When your vision has gone
no part of the world can find you.
Time to go into the dark
where the night has eyes
to recognize its own.
There you can be sure
you are not beyond love.
The dark will be your womb
tonight.
The night will give you a horizon
further than you can see.
You must learn one thing:
the world was made to be free in.

Give up all the other worlds
except the one to which you belong.
Sometimes it takes darkness and the sweet
confinement of your aloneness
to learn
anything or anyone
that does not bring you alive 
is too small for you

A Reason, A Season, Lifetime...

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.


When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.They have come to assist you through a difficulty; to provide you with guidance and support; to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be.


Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.


Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it. It is real. But only for a season.


LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

The Great Work

Love
Is the great work
Though every heart is first an
Apprentice

That slaves beneath the city of Light.

This wondrous trade,
This magnificent throne your soul
Is destined for-

You should not have to think
Much about it,

Is it not clear
An apprentice needs a teacher
Who himself

Has charmed the universe
To reveal its wonders inside his cup.

Happiness is the great work,
Though every heart must first become
A student

To one
Who really knows
About Love.

Love's Philosophy

The fountains mingle with the river,
And the rivers with the ocean;
The winds of heaven mix forever
With a sweet emotion;
Nothing in the world is single;
All things by a law divine
In another's being mingle--
Why not I with thine?

See, the mountains kiss high heaven,
And the waves clasp one another;
No sister flower could be forgiven
If it disdained its bro...