Broken Walls

I want you to know I care
What you're going through, You're nightmare.
I'll be with you all the way
All night, All day.
If you are in trouble
If every step is a stumble.
Just call for me
And I'll help you see.
I'll be your eyes
When your true sight dies.
I won't let you be alone
Because you saw me, when I wasn't shown.
You broke down my walls
You heard my silent calls.
You found my broken heart
You didn't even know where to start.
You made it further than everyone before
They cared about themself more.
So just take my hand, And I'll guide you
As long as you guide me too.
Standing together
Or standing apart.
We are forever
Always in our heart.

Rising from Ashes - If My Nerves Had Lips sds

If my nerves had lips...

They would shout: Enough is enough!
They would bite them so hard that I could taste the blood,
"I am bored of being strong and acting tough;
This crap is just too much, rummaging me like a raging flood"!

If my heart had claws...

It would have ripped itself from its current space!
Because there's only this much a heart can take,
It would have run off to be far; in a better place!
The pain it's being forced into is causing it to break!

If my ears had hands...

They would have kept away from words,
In silence their haven would have been!
They would have shone away from the herds,
Since on being here I have never been keen!

:~Birthday Suicide~:

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Eye’s opened up to a new day
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Plans set, the mind feels okay
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But the harsh words were etched into the heart
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Demons came to visit bringing their melancholy art
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Broken fear shattered
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Thoughts become insane and battered
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Hatred invites itself bringing its friends
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Anger stabs the mind, disturbing it: Does the means justify the ends?
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Hallucinations become worse, voices screams insanity into the head
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The soul prays to be dead
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Balloons popped by Depressions pin
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The heart begins to dwell on a fatal sin
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Though deep inside it wants to win
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Trapped in its mind, the pathway to hope seems dim
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Candles are cracked in half
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No more wishes, the cake is smashed
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No partying with family and friends, only with depression
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Carnal minded scrabbled theory interprets distraction
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Sucked in a tormenting vortex
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Words become mixed and complex
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A birthday suicide was slightly committed
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Interaction with the notion: easily submitted
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For the soul died the day it was born
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It needed a resurrection
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A brand new foundation
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Falling into a cocooned dream
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Changes begin inside of the crystal chrysalis, threading poetic seams
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A transition is taking place
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Sedation pills swallowing up space
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A new conscious emerges, a distinct form is birthed
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A symbol of humility was created, a lullaby them bloomed from the earth
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The dark thoughts were left in the chrysalis
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Fear disappeared into a glassy mist
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Kind words were exchanged
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Forgiveness was placed into the heart, breaking hatreds pride
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Strength was built; there will be no birthday suicide
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Happiness has chased away sorrow
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Now there’s hope for tomorrow
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.:. Feel Me, Read Me, See Me .:.

Read me like a puzzle; with all of its missing pieces,
Like a children's book which you read to your nieces!

Dive into my complications...
Live my realizations...

Hear me like a lullaby; see how two could become one;
As if joined, share my joy and the sweat from an endless run...

Come into my revelations,
Ride the aspirations...

See me, as I am and not whom you expect me to be,
Like a ship at bay; still not ready to sail out to the sea...

Walk by my insanities,
Decipher my realities...

Feel me, like a winter's chill or a summer's fall,
Like an old lady's smile and a baby's first crawl!

I'm nothing but a boy finding me way through...
I'm nothing but a boy with many keys and no clue!