Because of You

I wonder if you're proud.
Or if you even know.
You're the reason I let go,
And now I'm not afraid to say it out loud.
You ruined my view on love.
You ruined my view on men.
Now because of you I'll never trust again.
Deep inside is where my heart is shoved.
Now because of you,
I'll never risk it all.
So now it's impossible for me to fall.
Something I was getting used to.
Because of you I don't use my heart.
I ever hardly think.
I wont even blush at a wink.
Thanks for tearing me completely apart.
Because of you I'm stronger.
Because of you I live in fear.
Because of you I bring no one near.
Because of you I'm weaker.