How Could You?

How could you turn your back on me when I screamed your name so loud?
How could you let me fall away from you, did you get too proud?
How could you watch as I died a gruesome death and broke apart?
How could you walk away from me, or were you never really there to start?

How could you be so cruel to me when all I ever tried to do was fit in?
How could you be so hypocritical when I spoke my secrets from deep within?
How could you have said those things and pretended that they were true?
How could you have meant them all-I don't understand what you're trying to do.

How could you pull the floor from beneath me when I just learned to stand?
Please, could you just explain this to me, Because I don't understand..
How could you play this game of pretend and play the part of a friend?
How could you be so thoughtless, how could you want this all to end?

How could you look me in the eye and say the cruelest of words?
How could you say you listened to me when you never really heard?
How could you stick this knife in my chest, then twist it where you wanted it to go?
Please answer me all these questions, I really need to know

How could you have done things things and live with no regret?
How could you not remember what you said, how could you forget?
How could you say you'd do it, and then never really follow through
But really, I just have one question to ask ... I just want to know, How could you??

Just Friends

Sometimes I wonder if you know
Exactly how I feel
Our love is not romantic
But still is very real

We’ve held each other and cried out loud
And shared a kiss or two
But every time you walk away
I lose respect for you

You come to me when you feel bad
And everything goes wrong
Always expecting happiness
And to hear a cheery song

I sympathize and pull you close
And try to ease your pains
When the sun comes back, you are gone
‘Til the next time that it rains

I’ll always be here when you hurt
I know you know I’ll stay
But I’m not sure you’d miss me
If I ever went away

Friends in deed are a very rare find
Not too many stick it out
Through the good times and bad
Giving no cause to doubt

So don’t take that friend for granted
Tomorrow you may be alone
With no one around to help you
And pain like you’ve never known

I have a best friend...

I have a best friend...
In the sandbox we used to play,
We grew up with eachother,
but things ended up this way

I began to meet some new friends,
they all seemed pretty nice,
You told me they were the wrong crew,
But I didn't take your advice

I started smoking and drinking,
sneaking out and skipping school,
I never returned your phonecalls
because I was just too cool

I never told you the truth,
I just had to lie,
You told me I needed help
And all I could say was why?

I went to a party that night,
And I got so messed up I couldn't talk,
I tried to cross the street,
but I could barely walk

I heard a loud engine,
and I saw a bright light,
I then felt a great shove,
and I looked to my right

You'd been hit by a Semi,
With all the blood I could see,
You just pushed me out of the way
And that's how it had to be

A tear rolled down my face,
I could tell that you were dead,
I hugged your lifeless body
and wished it was me instead

I've been sober for 3 years,
and I have many more to spend,
I have my guardian angel,
I have a best friend...

I Love you Her x

Her...one word that means so much to me.
A simple reaching from Her,a msg left,a txt and my heart soars.

I try not to say too often those four letters
that mean so much to many.
Not because i don't want do,
oh i do so very much.

I wish i could tell Her every day,
let Her see and feel just what she's
become to me.

But i cannot do this, i have my role,
i must protect our hearts, keep them 'so'
for they, in this life, are promised not to each other, but to others close.

Her, i just wanted, no...needed to tell you,
that even thought i cant, even though we can never be more,
even though i try so hard to keep us 'so'
on this journey,
it is not always easy to keep my heart from
bursting, not always easy to keep my
soul from soaring away.
For that is just what you do to me. x

I love you Her,
No one knows how long this will last,
I hope and pray a long long time
for it noursishes all that i am.

You give me everything and so much more
than i ever dreamed off,
and you will forever, forever be lodged in my heart.

I love you Her,
I just need to tell you that. x

My Love Rises

If "Be there for you"
Is all my real life about
And "Satisfy your vow"
Are all my attempts about,
Will faith still be our value?

If the fact of being nice,
Could be a good advice.
If I look into your eyes,
It shall not melt like ice,
And cause sorrow to rise!

If there are hate and love,
And, randomely, lothsome
Is part of our unused words,
Love, on purpose, should be
One of used, in preference!

If love is designed for us,
And, in fact, has no cost,
If we know of the beginning,
& are unconscious of the end,
Shouldn't we take advantage?

If you wake up tomorrow,
Your path seems to be narrow,
Our planbet reduced in size,
And goods decreased in prices,
Know that my true love rises!

Touched By An Angel With Love

There is nothing else I cherish more in my life
then have you helping me through my strife
in my moments of despair you hear my cry
kiss my tears away and to make me smile you try

You are always near when the tide turns rough
you make situations sound easy when they are tough
you understand my needs even before I speak
you point out my strength when I fall down weak

When I shut you out and sink into my darkness
tenderly you open the door and fill me with happiness
when I fly into a rage and refuse to be calm
you soothe me cradling me in your arms

At times I say leave me alone and go away
you hug me and whisper from you I will never stray
there are times with my words I have hurt you
you forgive and forget and say I love you

When I am sick and feeling very down
you take away my pain and my frown
everything you do and say makes me smile
listening to your voice I forget my tiring miles

You care for me so much you never fail to show
my heart to you it belongs I hope you know
you are the one God sent to me from above
I'm lucky to be touched by an angel with love

The Reasons I Love You

I love how we met, when you stop by to look for a friend in my class
The way you looked, your dress so tight
I loved our first time together, at the visitors lounge
I fell for you, holding me tight
I love your smile, and your full lips
When ours meet, heaven in a glimpse
I love your sweetness, how you make me first
You fill my heart, enough to burst
I love listening to naughty songs, with you by my side
Those long summer night calls, with never a goodbye
I love how you, are just like me
We belong together, in a house by the sea
I love the look, that you give with grace
Whenever I, wipe the hair from your face
I love you, more than I can say
Always had me wishing, for one more day
I love you, that will never change
If you left, I would derange
I love it when, your hair is a mess

I love it how, you put your head on my shoulders
I love it how, when we play tongue games

I love it how, we wrap ourselves around each other
I love you, for everything you are
For the times we spent, together at school

For the times we spent, chatting on skype

For the times we spent, chatting via text messages

For the times we spent, chatting on phone
I love you, because I know you’ll be here
When I go to sleep, to hold me secure

                                                                To My Lovely Angel

Love is an equation waiting to be solved

Signs You’re Meant To Be

1. You tell him things you don’t tell anyone else. We don’t mean blurting something out after you’ve had too much merlot, but the desire to tell him intimate details about your life means you trust him—a major component of successful long-term love

2. You let him see you in moments of weakness. It’s easy to be happy with someone when you’re feeling good about life. But what about when you’re not doing so well? Do you want to see her when you’ve been denied a raise, or your cat died or you had a plain old bad day? She should be a comfort during tough times, not a burden.

3. You respect him. You don’t want to change the essence of who he is. There may be stuff that irritates you in everyday life—he insists on wearing his favorites, holey T-shirt, he eats sugar cereal for dinner, he still watches Saturday morning cartoons—but you like him, plain and simple.

4. You want him to meet your parents. You feel proud of him and you want to show him off—as opposed to feeling like you have to make excuses for him.

5. You can imagine a future together. You don’t have to practice writing your first name with his last name, but do you periodically let your mind wander to picture a life together? Is it amazing?

6. You’re not afraid to disagree with him. You know that even if you fight, he’ll listen to you and won’t brush you off. He takes you seriously, even when he thinks you’re wrong.

7. It’s OK to be quiet around her. You don’t feel like you have to fill the space between you with chatter or other interaction. Instead, you feel an easy comfort.

8. You feel like yourself around him. You don’t feel like you have to edit your thoughts; you’re not self-conscious or anxious.

9. You need him the right amount. You long for him—but not too much. Some neediness is good but too much breeds discontent.

10. You don’t feel too jealous. You’re comfortable with him going out with his friends—even female friends. You let each other have your own lives and hobbies. Feeling Jealous? Could Be A Good Thing

11. You feel like she makes you a better person. She makes you feel smart, funny, attractive, creative—like the best version of yourself. You feel like she brings out and complements the best parts of you.

12. He just gets you. Sometimes it’s that easy. You feel like she understands some essential part of you that you can’t explain or articulate. It’s a warm, comfortable feeling—and one you should have with the person you marry. 

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Manipulation Mosquito

Mosquito seizures,

elevation crescendo,

waffle patio,

rugged leisures.

-

Errand wheat,

smitten footing,

I'm not your trophy,

if grief is all you provide

then march your webs to

disappearance,

I'll be beautifully fine

once you're out of my greet.

-

Shed some more spills,

who manipulates who?

Sure I tell my story

but at least I have a pulse,

I can stand single and dance.

Strings of formula contact

the regiments of fleece,

all you do is smother the voice,

your own life is an avoidance,

you slide darkly on the grease.

-

I'm not wanting to be a victim,

you're planting a seed of turmoil,

you're consecrating the bud,

murder what you will,

I'm still the name of

admirable shudder,

my package of

delights you won't spoil.

It's around yourself where

the snake venom must coil,

measure up the deed of upset,

bring the pot of

ingredients to a boil.

-

Call me manipulative,

say I deceived you greatly,

tell the whole invitation,

call me what surpasses.

I don't have time for

your childish labels

nor your monkey wrongs.

Haven't I always said

just who I was going to be?

Day one to day now,

invention ballerina

twirling the discovery and

blocking further

disappointment songs.

-

Manipulation awesome,

applesauce the show,

to you I'm just a performance,

one entertain after brilliance,

none of my problems are

written in real concrete,

I'm just the person you're

warned to stay away from

but in the end your curiosity

will cause your interest to grow.

-

Empty Courtney

just lives all alone,

it's cozy in her head,

but she really

programs a dread.

-

Butterscotch cupcake,

sugar dreams, sailor drains,

vein swirled give me for the take.

-

Duty terminal,

bleeder swings,

firework pear,

live like a fountain sings.

-

Call me manipulative,

say I deceived you greatly,

tell the whole invitation,

call me what surpasses.

I don't have time for

your childish labels

nor your monkey wrongs.

Haven't I always said

just who I was going to be?

Day one to day now,

invention ballerina

twirling the discovery and

blocking further

disappointment songs.

-

My life is my

blood corpse,

revival grasses

collapse to wander,

my heart is my salvation,

my mind is my temple,

I'll honor the standards,

I know in my heart that who

I am isn't a dead creation.

-

Manipulators do reap what they sow

but when have I ever made the exit

before I communicated thoroughly?

-

From first encounter

you should've known

what you were grasping.

I have some baggage,

not of my volunteer.

To dismiss me because

I belong to my past is rude,

I treated you with tolerance,

where is yours to me in attitude?

-

When your fantasies all crumble

that's when you poster mourns,

share the responsibility

as to why that is,

your meloncholy droppings

kiss swollen treasures,

your air is burnt,

the sheets disposed of,

ribbon yahtze adorns.

-

I've never stabbed your back,

I had the courtesy to put a staple

on your front cover book.

Courtney's a danger to you,

I'm such a burden,

the bloated truck?

Originate my bedroom,

the winter coat I sew,

be angry with me,

but there's things right there

you just refuse yourself to know.

-

ﻯtealer of ﻯleepy ﻯouls

"Welcome to my nightmare. I think
you're going to like it. There'll be
some more when you come down."

A dark void of space hangs heavy above
Clasping light away from all life below
Chilly breath of air, black in the night
Dusk shades fields, time for rest
Shut the windows, lock the doors
Head hits the pillow, eyes retire

As we sleep, It comes out to play...

It thrives under the veil of night
Having long awaited for it's prey
Laying festered in daylight hours
Midnight is the time for It's feed
Nourishment gained from spirits
Feasting on flesh, sucking souls

It's awaited witching hour has begun...

It's cadaverous claws reach for catching
It's body is made of shadowing tendrils,
moving as air, impossible to capture
It's eyes are vast, deep, hallow holes
It harbors fangs, sharper than razors
It inhales your presence, seeking you

It has it's catching, this is how you end...

It favors the throat, so delicate and fragile
Grasping the neck, It restricts the airways
It's sickly claws puncture the dainty skin
As life leaves your chest, It breathes you in
It devours every drop of your astral energy
Your spirit seeps into It, absorbing your soul

It retires for the night, but It is never truly gone...

Her Goodbyes to this Disguise

One day I'll set myself free

for everyone, the world to see.

I'll burst out from this mask,

despite how large the task.

So heres to the end of lies,

as I say goodbye to this disguise:

Afraid of judgment in their eye

she decided to be herself on the sly.

Under the mascara, so much more,

A girl whos had glasses, since age four.

Behind a magazine, "4 eyes" covers

her books of adventure, mystery and lovers.

When everyone went to the salon to tan,

that’s when she pulled out her ipod and ran.

Dresses are tight and heels high,

but really, she just wants a nice guy.

They told her music was for dancing on the pole,

but at home she relaxes, lets it fill her soul.

At a party she may be someone hot,

in the morning it's no lie that she's not.

But the truth is, that’s when shes gorgeous.

When shes her natural self, not someone bogus.

Because she actually is someone real,

its just easier to watch, then control the wheel.