Trapped

In my own mind, I wake up trapped
Just like I did when I fell asleep
The world is a movie that I watch while wrapped
In endless thoughts that scream and weep
Like a leafless tree I stand tall yet clueless
Wondering what the next step should be
Every solution I produce turns out to be useless
And every one around me is too blind to see
In my own heart, there are a billion questions
About love, hope, family, life and chances
I try hard to answer it back with empty suggestions
Avoiding its doubtful and attacking glances
Like a headless bird I fly, with no direction
Aiming towards something I don't even know
Needing more than warmth; purer protection
Like a little girl, lost in the big white snow
Stuck in limbo, been there for years now
Every shore I reach seems like a trap
To life's unfunny tricks I give a fat bow
While I count every disappointment and mishap