You

I Loved You
I Cared For You
I Adored You
I Cherrished You
I Gave You My All
And Alls You Did Was Let Me Fall
You Lead Me On To This Lie
You Let Me Believe You Tried
You Were The Cause Of My Cry
And Now I Say Goodbye
I Cant See You
I Dont Know You
I Only Have A Memory
Full Of All The Things You Do
I Remember Ur Scream
I Remember Ur Threats
I Remember Ur Lies
And I Now Have Regrets
Its A Good Thing I Let You Go
No Tellin What You Couldve Done
Dont Worry My Darling
This Game Has Just Begun...

A Day In The Life Of A Teenage Girl

Pressure to be perfect, the need to be cool
Bad grades & dress codes, skanks and tools
Makeup & perfume, Abercrombie & Fitch
Your whole week being ruined; by some stupid b●tch
Boys that we love who never look our way
Best friends & iPods that get us through the day
Drama, backstabbing, rumors and lies
Moments when you fall apart and just want to cry
Those desperate days when nothing goes right
Feeling alone on sleepless nights
Finding our way through this mixed up world,
A day in the life
Of a teenage girl

White Flag

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The dirt under my fingernails
have stained out shameless flag.
Throughout the whole day,
it remained clean,
soft,
prideful.
But the moment we grasped upon it,
we realized that our past lust and passion
was reckless.
And now
we shall pay for our lack
of strength,
by waving that
shame-full white flag in the wind.
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I Need You

Upon a dark and stormy night, you left me alone.
You left and walked away, I wept for what seemed like days.
I thought that we could be together, but its true that your a soldier and you had to go and fight.
I'm sorry I cried, but it hurt to see you leave.
I knew that I may never see your beautiful eyes, or glare upon your handsome face again.
I wish this war were over and you could return to me, I love you, truly and always.
If you were here we could be together, I can't stand your absence.
In the mornings when I wake you aren't around to whisper sweet nothings to me.
I need you and cannot be without you.
Please return to me unharmed, I need your arms to protect me, and your love to surround me.
I promised myself I'd never give anyone everything, but you, you're different, and my everything is yours, but I need you here to receive my love.

Take Another

It's almost gone.
I wish I had more.
Of happy, that is, which is going fast.
Maybe I could have another shot.
To tell the truth, I don't got a lot.
Maybe a friend would do,
But they wouldn't know what to do.
No one likes a gal without a smile.
All we ever want is another chance,
To make things right.
Whatever it takes to get through the night.
A wince, or a crooked smile,
Is better than frowning for a while.
Which is what I do.
All the time,
They say it's a crime.
But what else can I see?
Where else can I go?
People don't like a girl without confidence.
And there is nothing to say in my defense.
No one looks at me,
And if they do, they look away.
But so you know, there's more to life,
Then just a lot of boring days.
To you, I say,
Take another.
Of everything you can, air, laughs, days,
Whatever isn't willing to pay.
Please, when you're old and dying
Alone and crying
Never laughing
Continually gasping
And grasping at that last bit of life,
You'll know what I mean.

.: The Only Way To Prevent A Broken Heart Is To Not Have One At All :.

Hate

Sabatoge

The stabbing pain

As you plant the knife in back

Friends?

We were ever?

Lovers?

We were never!

Because it didn’t take you even a moment

To think twice

And betray me

Deceit

A sickening six letter word

It snaps

Bites

And kills those who believe

I gave you my trust

That was my mistake

Because trusting you took a while

But taking that trust

And smashing it

Until nothing was left

Didn’t take long at all

Mere seconds

For you it’s an

Obsession

Hesitating?

Impossible

You are so used to

Hurting the ones you love

How do i know?

Your knife is stained with

The blood

Of past betrayals

And that sickening smile

Never leaves your face

The sly sneer

And that captivating stun

You get in your eye

When the deed is done

And the

Betrayed

Is broken down on the floor

Begging for mercy

Its hurts

Having this poor ol heart

Shattered

The devastation

Never leaves

It lingers

Killing

But i have a little secret

Your attempts are useless

Because betrayal only hurts those

Who have a heart

And my dear

I have learned

The only way to prevent a broken heart

Is not to have one

At all

Beautiful Brown Eyes ♥

The world came crashing down,
My smile slipped to a frown,
Yet you listened to all the lies,
Staring with your beautiful brown eyes.
Mistake, Freak, So many flaws,
Said things that would make them drop their jaws,
Yet your reaction left me standing surprised,
When you turned and left with your beautiful brown eyes.
Your words cut into my heart,
Didn't think we would ever be apart,
In the night you don't hear the sweet cries,
Begging and pleading for your beautiful brown eyes.
I will love you forever and a day,
And for everything I cost you I will surely pay,
Yet I'm willing to say the last of my lies,
I'm over it all and your beautiful brown eyes.
♥

When You’re At Your Lowest, Remember Me...

You make me absolutely speechless.

My life would be utterly meaningless

Without you standing by my side

On this oh so wild ride.

It seems like we’re a perfect fit,

Even if you’re my complete opposite.

With all honesty,

You mean the world to me.

Each and every day that passes,

My heart dashes

Faster than humanly possible.

Who knew that we’d be a couple?

With a guy so true,

How could a girl be blue?

Your compliments make me blush,

Making my heart rush.

You always think you’re not enough,

But you shouldn’t be so tough

On yourself, my love.

I swear you were sent from above.

I don’t know how I got so lucky.

You’re filled with such a beauty;

You’ve got a heart of gold,

And oh the talents you behold.

If love is a crime, then we’re culprits.

With you there are no secrets;

I’ve never felt more content.

Every waking moment that we’ve spent

Together has been beyond words.

The world is full of heartless bastards,

Picking at our perfect world.

But we won’t let if come uncurled.

We’re both strong individuals, but together

We are even stronger.

Love is the strongest weapon,

Separating us from the fallen.

So my dear, never think you’re alone,

Because you are not on your own.

Always remember me,

And you’ll see,

Happiness is more than a dream.

Crashing Waves

I want to drive away to the sunrise and the crashing waves,
Taken by the meadow of grass and singing country songs,
I want to sink my feet in the sand and let the stress fade,
Quietness in the world, because I am the only one walking along,
All alone with my own thoughts, against the never ending sea,
Seeking at the fog that surrounds the mountains, like a beautiful picture
A slow, peaceful melody dances in my head, and I close my eyes in glee,
As the feelings inside me glisten to happy, and become one big mixture.

I want to drive away there, and never return.
To stand at the shoreline, arms crossed at my chest,
So, I got in my car, and drove because my heart turned.
The roads that lead me there, I always knew best.
I took shortcuts, and stopped the car in a sandy parking spot.
I started walking towards the steps to sea level, and saw a bit of blue.
People were still here, laughing, talking about the fish they caught.
This wasn't exactly right, but moments like this can help it come true.
It made me take one step back to look at my life, and I smiled at the sun rising in the sky.
I breathed in a few breaths of air, closed my eyes, and for the first time...
I felt like I could fly.

The Mountain Painter

In valleys green, amongst the crystal lakes,
I calmly lay under the amber sun,
It's rays embracing me like mother's warmth
As I now close my eyes in pleasant thought.
Envisioning this Eden that surrounds
And what these calloused hands shall bring to life,
My heart is stricken with such thoughts of glee
And inspiration shines in sudden burst.
I now breathe in the moistened, mountained air,
Giving my lungs relief from summer's heat.
I taste the freshened dew of early morn'
So cool to tongue and sweet upon my lips.
Today, I lose myself in my sweet craft
And start to work with canvas and paintbrush.
Oh how the purple mountains do reach the sky
And reflect on the crystal lakes, like glass!
Where does the sky begin and earth falter?
Oh how the sea of green does overwhelm
With towering trees and endless grassy fields.
How lovely are the golden daffodils
Waving amongst the wind like ocean waves.
And as the amber sun now fades away,
It's dimming hues bring forth the coming night.
My canvas, I must put away till dawn,
And start again upon first morning light.

UK & USA Little Brother Hetalia

If I held your hand,

Would you run away?

Would you run away, from me?

If I pulled you close,

Would you turn away?

Or would you pull me closer?

That day in the rain,

Was a turning point for me.

My gun pointed at your chest,

Tears streaming down my face.

You look at me,

With those deep, deep blue eyes.

And I realize,

It can't end like this.

Pull me close.

Before I cry.

Let me tell you something.

All those years,

When you were growing up,

My love for you was too.

Oh, little brother.

I love you.

Sweet Darkness...

When your eyes are tired
The world is tired also.
When your vision has gone
no part of the world can find you.
Time to go into the dark
where the night has eyes
to recognize its own.
There you can be sure
you are not beyond love.
The dark will be your womb
tonight.
The night will give you a horizon
further than you can see.
You must learn one thing:
the world was made to be free in.

Give up all the other worlds
except the one to which you belong.
Sometimes it takes darkness and the sweet
confinement of your aloneness
to learn
anything or anyone
that does not bring you alive 
is too small for you

A Reason, A Season, Lifetime...

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.


When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.They have come to assist you through a difficulty; to provide you with guidance and support; to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be.


Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.


Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it. It is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

The Great Work

Love
Is the great work
Though every heart is first an
Apprentice

That slaves beneath the city of Light.

This wondrous trade,
This magnificent throne your soul
Is destined for-

You should not have to think
Much about it,

Is it not clear
An apprentice needs a teacher
Who himself

Has charmed the universe
To reveal its wonders inside his cup.

Happiness is the great work,
Though every heart must first become
A student

To one
Who really knows
About Love.

Love's Philosophy

The fountains mingle with the river,
And the rivers with the ocean;
The winds of heaven mix forever
With a sweet emotion;
Nothing in the world is single;
All things by a law divine
In another's being mingle--
Why not I with thine?

See, the mountains kiss high heaven,
And the waves clasp one another;
No sister flower could be forgiven
If it disdained its bro...

What Is The Most Important Part Of The Body

My mother used to ask me what the most important part of the body is.
Through the years I would take a guess at what I thought was the correct Answer.

When I was younger, I thought sound was very important to us as humans, so I said, 'My ears, Mommy.'

She said, 'No. Many people are deaf. But you keep thinking about it and I will ask you again soon.'

Several years passed before she asked me again. Since making my first attempt, I had contemplated the correct answer.

So this time I told her, 'Mommy, sight is very important to everybody, so it must be our eyes.'

She looked at me and told me, 'You are learning fast, but the answer is not correct because there are many people who are blind.'

Stumped again, I continued my quest for knowledge and over the years,
Mother asked me a couple more times and always her answer was, 'No. But you are getting smarter every year, my child.'

Then one year, my grandfather died. Everybody was hurt. Everybody was crying. Even my father cried.

I remember that especially because it was only the second time I saw him cry.
My Mom looked at me when it was our turn to say our final good-bye to my Grandfather.

She asked me, 'Do you know the most important body part yet, my dear?'
I was shocked when she asked me this now. I always thought this was a game between her and me.

She saw the confusion on my face and told me, 'This question is very important. It shows that you have really lived in your life.
For every body part you gave me in the past, I have told you were wrong and I have given you an example why.

But today is the day you need to learn this important lesson.'
She looked down at me as only a mother can. I saw her eyes well up with tears. She said,
'My dear, the most important body part is your shoulder.'

I asked, 'Is it because it holds up my head?'

She replied, 'No, it is because it can hold the head of a friend or a loved one when they cry.
Everybody needs a shoulder to cry on sometime in life, my dear. I only hope that you have enough love and friends
that you will always have a shoulder to cry on when you need it.'


Then and there I knew the most important body part is not a selfish one. It is made for others and not for yourself. It is sympathetic to the pain of others.

People will forget what you said. People will forget what you did. But people will NEVER forget how you made them feel.

The origination of this letter is unknown.

Good friends are like stars...You don't always see them, but you always know they are there.

PREVENT CHILD ABUSE

Child abuse leaves more than just bruises. Long after children have recovered from the physical results of a beating, abused children suffer from emotional and psychological trauma that can last the rest of their lives.
Adults who experienced child abuse in their youth are more likely to abuse drugs and alcohol, commit violent crimes, form unhealthy relationships, and even abuse their own children.
Unfortunately, many bystanders witness child abuse and do nothing about it. Neighbors and friends may hear or even see child abuse happening, but don't want to intrude or interfere with "the rights" of the parents. Such inaction can mean years of pain and heartbreak for young children who are unable to get out of a bad situation.
Abused children need your intervention. In their helplessness, they must rely on capable adults who are willing to take a stand and get them out of an abusive environment. By being aware of child abuse, and helping to educate the people you know, you can help prevent child abuse in your community.

Learn about child abuse. Educate yourself by taking the Myths and Realities About Child Abuse Quiz. Keep these key facts in mind:

• Child abusers can be any age, any gender, and any race. They can be from any economic class and have any level of education.
• Children are more likely to be abused by their own parents than by a stranger.
• Rarely does an incident of child abuse happen in isolation. When a child is abused once, it is likely to happen again.
• Educate your neighbors and friends about child abuse. Consider emailing your acquaintances a link to this article. Or, ask an official from a local domestic violence shelter to speak to your neighborhood group, church association, PTA, or other organization. They are usually more than willing to share what they know about how to prevent child abuse.

I see you from afar and hold you close to my Heart

~ Finding LoVE through my windows ~

My eyes are an intimate part of my body,
...they hold my deep and darkest secrets,
left alone with my thoughts,
looking through the window of the world,
I found a LoVE to share my dark secrets,
my laughter and my sorrows.

You looked into my heart and see the inner me,
that has never been revealed,
You share my secrets I hold inside,
you have become an intricate part of my life,
we share so many deepest memories,
and our friendship blossomed.

With my thoughts I wonder where you are,
I search for you within and find you in my heart,
I still hear your voice,
I feel your caress,
I sit in the dark and remember,
and I have to confess.....
you are the essence of my
heart and soul.

I am so glad my eyes locked with yours,
for now you are my most inner,
and fondest memory my life has ever known.

LoVING you comes easy,
you complete me,
you are the essence of my soul that fulfills my life.

for you are the key that fits my soul...